fuck load of shit, you might wanna read babes.>.<

i think it's amazing how quickly people can shut you out of thier lives.
im actually quite busy on runescape but felt the need to blog.. for some reason..
mhhhhm, meeting & dentist tommorow.. the virgin mary is no longerr ;) x
went to see millie bubbz last night, doing her first official shift..
so proudd [: and mightve got myself a job from being confident,
and im just really excited about life now..
and the fact that whenever something comes to mind that 'he's' said to me in the past that has hurt or upset me, i tell my mum, ahaha. however pethetic that sounds i think she can finally understand how much it all hurt me, and why i was like i was... but getting it all off my chest to her is really helping, because we can fight our case tommorow, and although i think deep down we know nothing will be achieved maybe it will, stopping him from having the chance to say those things means he cant unless he's behind the screen so maybe that's what they'll do, i wouldn't mind, it'd be about 10% revenge for the pain because he doesn't treat anyone else like it, and like mum said you blates have issues. you need to sort yourself out, else your gonna find yourself battered, promiseeee. [:

oh Jakey Babess, ilu. lol at last nights phone call, from Cornwall, about the nurse ahahah. [: how many?!?! 40?! aahhahaa.
ohh yhh and he's saving up for you. lmao.

but anyway, runescape is so much fun and i really dont mind going in tommorow, because ive still got ages to enjoy myself now.. and await a phone call from jules.
i miss Millie, and what we used to have.. i really do.


RUNESCAPEEE.
`GEOG PROJECT ALMOST FINISHEDD. FINALLY.
I WILL GET A BETTER LEVEL THAN YOU. PROMISEE.

and i think a death of her hamster & her mum back in hospital was due to the argument.

oh! and you know full well you will never get back at me through her..
so don't try it. and stop using square bollocks as an excuse. it's shit.



>.< yeh byes.





























































































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play the fucking game.

PRIDE.

I get so proud over petty things, but i get so upset over petty things.
but when i get that smear of pride the same people, PERSON wipes it away.
and petty things like that make me upset. >.<

had to get that off my chest.