Sorry,

im sorry. yes i know im negative.. i kinda cant help it alot of the time.. im depressed. i try to have happy thoughts but i feel so alone. and your life is worse and so are your problems i get upset over petty things but i want to change a bit moree. i want to stop fucking up & fucking people over.. you said you waned to show me how much you care.. and you said you wouldve hit him for me.. that meant alot in its own special way cuz i think there was some people just sitting back and watching.. I thought that's what you were doing.. i never realised you didnt know. urgh im sorry its been a shit night. i want jack. :( and i think he's gonna say noo. :/ thankyou so much for everything you did today. that was dedicated to you. Sorry ilumore.x